We Always Come Back
Posted by Nicole Wiesner on 1/07/2009
I’ve spent my life loving addicts. I’ve hopelessly and helplessly yearned for love from alcoholics, potheads, crack addicts, people addicted to morphine, uppers, downers, cigarettes, coffee, aspirin, other women, the list goes on and on. You name the addiction and I’ve probably tried to be the one to make a difference in their life. So, it’s no surprise that I’ve struggled with addiction myself. I’ve even been proud of the fact that my addictions are relatively harmless compared to most. And so the cycle continues.
I’ve loved a couple of recovering or recovered addicts as well. My grandfather struggled with alcohol and drug addiction upon returning from WWII. When my mother fell ill as a child, he turned to religion for help and managed to quit drinking, smoking and doing drugs. What I learned from him, and a lesson I seem destined to learn over and over again, is that even if the addict isn’t practicing their addiction, that doesn’t necessarily mean that they won’t exhibit addict behavior. My grandfather continued to struggle with his anger, his abusiveness, his tremendous sadness. If you don’t deal with the underlying reasons for your addiction, it’s almost impossible to live a fulfilling life, with or without the substances. (more…)
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