That’s Moment One
Posted by Michael Patrick Thornton on 10/31/2007“Playing John Merrick will save my life.” That’s what I wrote in my notebook one week into rehearsals of The Elephant Man. Flashback to 13 years earlier: I am a gangly and disproportionally excited high school freshman leaning out of my balcony seat—eyes bulging, jaw dropped, heart pounding—furiously clapping for the Steppenwolf for Young Adults production of Twelve Angry Men. Acting at Steppenwolf became a goal for me as an actor and (perhaps more importantly so) as a Chicagoan. I have spent much time since that experience in the balcony chasing that feeing and failing in articulating it. I would dream of myself playing delicate & intellectually touché-ing scenes with Malkovich, and oh, who’s this beautiful woman I love entering with tea? And a knife? Why that’s Joan Allen! And here’s Jeff Perry playing my good buddy dropping over for a late-night/rain-soaked/kitchen table with copious empty bottles of beer/confessional betrayal scene.
Those were my dreams. I’ve had lots of them. Most have come true. But never—never—in my wildest dreams did I see myself taking the stage at Steppenwolf in a wheelchair. (more…)

