What Makes a Theater-Goer?
Posted by Martha Lavey on 2/13/2006It has been such a privilege to participate in the post-show discussions for our productions. As you know, this season we are offering post-shows six days a week (on two-show days – Saturdays and Sundays, we conduct a post-show discussion after one of the two performances). Next season, we will be offering discussions after every performance – eight shows a week. We offer the discussions because they enhance our conversation with our audience – we learn a great deal about the impact of our work, and, we hope, your experience of the plays is amplified by the opportunity to participate in an interpretive community.
I am always moved, and deeply grateful, for the candor and intelligence of your remarks and insights. The discussions refresh my conviction that theater provides an arena for the exercise of imagination – that it activates a realm of thought and feeling that hovers around and animates our quotidian experience.
Those of us who have made our life in the theater have a host of reasons for doing so. We may have begun our engagement with theater from a very young age; we may have come to it at a turning point in our lives, recalling it as the one thing that made us feel most alive. Certainly, all of us can recall some experience, some teacher or parent or friend, who was pivotal in our decision to enter the theater.
You are theater-goers. What I wonder is: what makes you one? Did you have some signature experience that encouraged your pursuit of the theater as a past-time, an entertainment, an intellectual exercise? What do you seek from attending a play? Have you had an experience in the theater that you count as complete, as thoroughly satisfying, as revelatory? What made it so?
Perhaps unsurprisingly, given my involvement at Steppenwolf, some of my most profound experiences in the theater have been given me by the Steppenwolf Theatre. I speak here as an audience member, rather than as a practitioner within the theater. I remember the very first Steppenwolf show I saw: Say Goodnight, Gracie which I saw in 1979, the year I graduated from the theater program at Northwestern University. I was starting my adult life in Chicago, having trained as an actor at Northwestern and hoping to make a career in the theater. I knew about Steppenwolf, of course – all young actors were aware of the ensemble’s reputation. I really didn’t know how to go about making a life in the theater, I just knew I wanted to, very much. Seeing Say Goodnight, Gracie provided both a confirmation of my desire and an aspiration: if I could ever act that well, or act with people that good, I would be happy. Not long afterwards, I signed up for acting classes at Steppenwolf – the first of which, taught by John Malkovich. I entered a world of people completely dedicated to creating the fiercest, most vivid theater possible. I was soon seeing productions like Balm in Gilead, True West, Absent Friends. I was cast (as a naked savage) in John’s production of Christopher Hampton’s Savages. You must understand: Savages lives, in Steppenwolf lore, as a nadir point, a production that just didn’t work. But those of us in it at the time didn’t think that. We believed in what we were doing, we showed up every night, convinced of the show’s value. And we had fun. (Hey: a bunch of naked young folks, putting on body make-up before the show and showering collectively after the show. What’s not to love (as a 20-something aspiring actor)?)
I realize that I have dovetailed my audience experience into my participant experience. Given my aspiration to be an actor, Steppenwolf allowed me to dive in. It convinced me. It convinced me, sitting there as an audience member, that something real could happen in the theater. Once in (even as a non-speaking character – an extra, if you will – naked and in full-body make-up), I had an experience so singular, so vivid, of the imaginative realm of the theater that my course was set.
What about you? What happened (and when) that made you a theater-goer? What has been the enduring value of that engagement? I would be so grateful for sharing your experience with us. Your language, your perspective will help us shape our address to schools and young folks, in particular, in our encouragement to supply arts education to students. As well you know, there has been a trending away from a support of the arts in our public schools. I know why I think this is a terrible loss, I know what the arts have given to me. But it would be wonderful to have the thoughts, and feelings, and words of our audience – people who make their living outside of the arts but continue to seek the presence of the arts in their lives. If you feel like the arts – and in particular, theater – have enhanced your life, it would be invaluable to us to have your testimony. One of the core values of Steppenwolf, along with ensemble and innovation, is citizenship. We believe, deeply, that a participation in the theatrical discourse is an act of citizenship – that by entering the collective imaginal realm of theater, we participate in the construction of meaning and the amplification of compassion. Any words you can share with us will be treasured and valuable. Thank you, again, for your participation in Steppenwolf.